Finn became ill yesterday, an after-effect of the MMR vaccine possibly. All he wanted was to sleep, all day sleep, sleep and sleep... I just didn't know what to do with myself. All this unexpected yet worrisome free time... I decided to get going on my Ottobre Sew Along project and to say it went poorly is an understatement. Maybe my heart wasn't in it. I made one critical mistake to start, the fabric I chose, gray linen with fine stripes was very stretchy and fraying constantly, very irritating. Then after searching the entire magazine for the seam allowance I decided wrongly that it must be 5/8". Big mistake number 2: Ottobre patterns do not include seam allowance! I knew that, years ago, I guess...
Things were not going well, and that when a normal person should know to quit while they are ahead, but not me, too stubborn or too proud to admit it's hopeless. In those cases I always keep working as if it was magically going to somehow turn out ok, all the while telling myself: 'well, at least you are learning something!'. I made the all thing, except the sleeves, you really need the proper seam allowance for those! Even the giant zipper in the back, although that too was completely unnecessary since the shirt is big enough to fit over my head and shoulders (expletive!). If I get this finished this week, I'll stick with baby clothe for a while. My luck has just been so bad lately, I lost most of my confidence, I think I am pretty much rubbish and wondering when things are going to turn around.






Poor baby! I do not look forward to vaccinations. Is the picture your shirt? I think it looks great!
Posted by: Stephanie | April 13, 2009 at 10:38 AM
Aach. We all have periods like that, where it seems like if we even get close to a sewing machine we'll mess something up. Keep going. It will come back and you'll be producing more lovely things in no time!
Posted by: babysinblack | April 13, 2009 at 11:11 AM
Awww.... but you did have the courage to try, and that counts for something!!! Kick this one to the curb and start your next one. Can't wait to see what you come up with!
Posted by: Melanie | April 13, 2009 at 12:37 PM
I absolutely know that feeling !!
I also know that you'll be back better than ever ... & you ARE right about the learning process thing !
Posted by: Lorraine | April 13, 2009 at 01:41 PM
Juliette, this happens to us all. It is crazy how easily we can forget all the things that went well, it takes just a few boo-boos and we begin to doubt ourselves.
Forget this, chop it up and turn it into something else.
Hope Finn is better soon.
Posted by: Jodie | April 13, 2009 at 03:50 PM
Alright, I just found this out for myself.... the jacket I was working on has the hems included, but no seam allowances! I did catch it before I cut into the fabric, but not before cutting into my traced pattern. I'll be posting a similar entry on my blog soon!
Posted by: stacy | April 13, 2009 at 07:11 PM
I totally understand. I am going through a bit of a funk myself in the sewing arena. I am a teacher and sewing is how I relax, so when it's not going well, it really depresses me. I usually have to do something crafty, yet non-sewing for a few days and then the mojo comes back. You are talented, it will happen. Good luck.
Posted by: Christy | April 13, 2009 at 08:19 PM
I like it a lot!
Posted by: Mary B | April 13, 2009 at 09:43 PM
Don't give up on yourself. Start again. The shirt looks really cute, even if it doesn't fit you. Maybe you know a child it can fit?
Posted by: Lisa | April 13, 2009 at 09:49 PM
oh no, don't be down on yourself... at least you are doing it... next time you'll get it right.
xx
ps, I am just choosing my Ottobre pattern for the sew-along.
Posted by: Fancy Elastic | April 14, 2009 at 01:44 AM
Take a deep breath, sew something else, then try it again. Would it be bad of me to mention that I never add seam allowances to the ottobre patterns (but I've only sewn kids clothes)? Hasn't made much difference yet.
I have to say I felt the same last week making the jacket for Cam, gutted when I had to unpick and redo the zip in the front, and there is no way anyone's getting a closeup of the bottom edge.
Hope the little one is on the mend. Cam's been great with all his vac's, but my older kids all were sick afterwards, it makes us feel bad that we put them through it all :-(
Posted by: Viv | April 14, 2009 at 01:58 AM
Just wanted to chime in and say that I hope you start feeling up again!
Posted by: Su | April 14, 2009 at 07:45 AM
Poor little thing. Vaccinations are no fun! Your little top is lovely. I doubt I could make one nearly as nice even without "mistakes."
Posted by: Ashlee | April 14, 2009 at 09:36 AM
I know just how you feel! The ONE clothing item I've sewn for myself turned out 3 sizes too big and I've been too scared to even take it out of the scrap bin to look at it! Cut yourself some slack because it's hard to truely focus when a little one is sick. I try to stick to cleaning out thread bunnies from under the table or some other mundane task. Honestly though, I think the shirt looks really cute.
Posted by: Gabrien | April 14, 2009 at 01:36 PM
Deep breath mama! You make AWESOME stuff, just look at that quilt you just posted! Ottobre definitely takes some brain time, but you are more than capable of doing it. You were just worried about Finn and a little distracted. Happens to the best of us! I think it looks cute, and I bet you could refashion it down to where it would fit you rather easily!
Posted by: Mika | April 15, 2009 at 07:55 AM